@ Thursday, January 22, 2009
its so tough to be me.
ive been financial support myself for the past 1 year plus without any aid despite of only 1 income source in the family now.
and got to financial support my own degree education without any subsidy.
i got to settle the whole lot of people for my online sprees. singpost is delaying every thing.
i got to worry for my dog's health and i dont even have time to feed her medicine (should be twice daily, now its once daily.. and today.. haven feed her)
i got to watch my health, especially gastric. and hopefully those pills can cure me.
else gonna be good game liao. i consider my case not minor anymore.
i got to worry for my school work. too much customers to entertain and inbetween classes i got to meet them. and pratically i dont even have much time for school. and if i dont entertain them, i will starve to death and i got no money to pay school fees.
and people are giving me problems.
and now i see situations in a different point of view compared to 22 days ago (which is last day or 2008). well, thats what i think so. i just feel theres a change.
my whole agenda book, filled up.
since day one of 2009.. i never have any rest.
im so tired, really tired.
and the fact that its only 22 days since new year..
what its gonna be like in the next few months?
i dont know.
im too tired to look far ahead.
too tired to plan.
i really envy people out there.