@ Monday, April 20, 2009
I just feel my life is so full, yet so empty.
It's like I'm busy with someone and at the same time, i feel like i'm too free.
It will be a competitive and challenging Saturday this coming week.
But well, I don't want to really care, and at the same time, I do care.
Trying to adjust my lifestyle,
and allow more time for my piano practice.
At the same time doing my business
and have a social life during working hours and weekends.
I have to say I'm satisfied.
Fully satisfied with life.
It seems so perfect yet not.
I have low EQ.
I have poor stress management.
I have bad social life.
I'm actually trying to avoid contact with people, but at the same time I can socialise well if I want to.
Probably I'm just shutting down myself to the world.
I think I can do it, but my negative thinkings kept on dragging me down.
Probably I am perfect, but it's myself that makes me imperfect.
I should really start to stay positive during negative days.
How? It's real hard to look at the brighter side.