@ Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Have you ever felt powerful, and happy and the next day you wake up without a vision, a mission and a purpose?
Thought everything you have currently is all you wanted, and dreamt of.
But later you realize it's not, after walking for a couple of years.
It's not because you have been walking on the wrong path or took the wrong step.
It's not because you felt discontented, lack of satisfaction or even affected by little hurdles (so call problems) around you.
But it's you've lost the interest in walking - losing the passion of life.
Slowly, you'll felt that you're losing everything - your family, your friends and even yourself.
Rejected a loved one, and being rejected by love,..
Doing anything to keep yourself happy, finding yourself going round in circles and hopefully you will land on some place that suits you the most, finding somewhere that you can call it 'home'.
Every time you do something, you felt that it's lacking of something.
You don't know what you truly like, you don't know what you truly are and what you truly want.
What will you do ?
Now it reminds me of Departures
And reminds me of my instructor who seems troubled and questioned me a week ago.
I'm starting to lose my balance.